ugh, he was so hot.
blonde: unfffff
lets be honest kstew looks like someone trying to be femme for the sake of her career but we ALL know she’s a butch dyke. come on, kstew, let the gay out!
i have been saying this since the first time i laid eyes on her! she does look pretty hot tho.
(via parkerkierce)
"What is flirtation? One might say that it is behavior leading another to believe that sexual intimacy is possible, while preventing that possibility from becoming a certainty. In other words, flirting is a promise of sexual intercourse without a guarantee."
— Milan Kundera - The Unbearable Lightness of Being (via hibyecourtney)
(Source: lucaseiro, via adventuresofabisexualgirl)
I’m thirsty
Guess I got the cotton mouth LOL
(via contradictyourself)
M.I.A.
so, i’ve had an interesting few months.
i gave online dating a go. to date i’ve gone out with 2 guys and 2 girls. the girls definitely set up better dates but i suppose that’s not a surprise. however, i didn’t really feel a connection to either of them. the first guy was pretty nice- we had a decent goodnight kiss… but then i met- let’s call him… Leo. i was actually taken a-back when i first saw him in person. he was even better looking than his picture. we had an amazing date in a darkly lit, sexy little cafe and then when he walked me to my car we proceeded to make out like teenagers for about 20 mins. it was so intense that when i came to and realized that we were outside and people driving by could see us my face flushed with embarrassment.
it was the first time i’ve had a connection like that with someone since my ex. that’s 7+ years since i met someone i’ve felt that way about instantly and 2 years of going without. but of course it couldn’t be that easy. he was leaving to drive across country and wouldn’t be back for a month and a half. then he texted me and was surprisingly honest- his ex was staying with him for a few days. when i didn’t hear from him again, i am left to assume that he’s not done there. it was disappointing to say the least.
then after an all-out brawl of words, i ended up meeting up with my ex, crying it out, coming to terms with each other- and we fooled ourselves into thinking we could be friends… then we ended up sleeping together and it blew up in our faces and we realized it could never work. as hard as that all was, i would never take it back. i got to have one more night with him… and we put the hostility past us. for that alone it was a victory.
but somehow i’m still back at square one. alone.
(Source: anonbiadventures)
